challenges and difficulties
SpÓrlea doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Irina is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Irina SpÓrlea does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Irina SpÓrlea must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Irina SpÓrlea instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Irina SpÓrlea needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Irina SpÓrlea to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Irina SpÓrlea needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Irina directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from SpÓrlea's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into SpÓrlea's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
SpÓrlea considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. She always strives for intellectual control in her environment and tends to dominate her relationships. Irina SpÓrlea has a strong desire to be the spokesman in her community.
Her feelings are heightened when she is with others and Irina SpÓrlea has the ability to open up to them and show her feelings without reservation. Irina SpÓrlea is led by her instincts and likely to have many spontaneous relationships with other people.
Irina SpÓrlea tends to associate with weak or negative people and is inclined to find most of her relationships rather unfulfilling. Feeling like an outsider, SpÓrlea gets the impression that others try to restrain her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Mars/Saturn