challenges and difficulties
Hilary Rowland has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Rowland knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Hilary Rowland may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Hilary must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Rowland is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Hilary Rowland does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Hilary Rowland better than being with groups of her own peers.
She is inclined to be somewhat withdrawn and has a hard time discussing important matters with her family and close relationships. As a serious and deep thinker, Hilary Rowland would like to explain her views to others, but has a difficult time finding the right words.
Hilary is inclined to be quite reserved and cautious in her relationships with others, yet she may also have an exaggerated regard for other peoples' views, thereby giving them more credence than they are worth.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Hilary Rowland instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Hilary Rowland needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Hilary Rowland copes with stress. Hilary Rowland also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Hilary Rowland to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Hilary Rowland is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The following are specific activities that will support Hilary Rowland in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Rowland, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Hilary Rowland should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. She may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Rowland's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. She is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Hilary really wants such jobs or not, usually because she has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.
There may be considerable obstacles in her path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Rowland's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.
Hilary Rowland has a vivacious and lively manner with a tendency to shock others at times by blurting out blunt comments. Hilary loves to be with people, but tends to get overly excited when she is with them.
She is very obliging in her interaction with other people and can easily relate to them. Hilary Rowland is likely to have many friends and acquaintances who share the same ideas and viewpoints as she does.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Asc.
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Asc.