challenges and difficulties
Makatsch doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Heike is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Heike may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Heike Makatsch is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Makatsch wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Since she lacks the capacity to adapt, Heike Makatsch tends to be rebellious and fight hard against oppression. This could even lead to violent incidents, so Heike should try to keep her temper at bay. She may have to work extremely hard and handle a great many responsibilities.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Heike Makatsch instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Heike Makatsch needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Heike Makatsch's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Makatsch's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Makatsch's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Makatsch's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Makatsch's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Heike Makatsch needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Makatsch's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Makatsch's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Heike Makatsch needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Heike Makatsch back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in her life.
The following are specific activities that will support Heike Makatsch in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Makatsch, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Heike Makatsch should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems she faces. It is in Makatsch's best interest to act on her own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for her. Heike Makatsch needs to assert herself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Heike needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick herself up, and go! She also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
Heike Makatsch tends to pick her friends and associates very carefully and is always on the lookout for responsible and congenial people. This enables Heike Makatsch to feel secure with her colleagues and enjoy good relationships with them.
Heike Makatsch has a very affectionate attitude toward others and the capacity to love a lot of people. There probably is a very deep bond between Heike and her friends, and when she falls in love, Heike Makatsch is likely to love just as deeply.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Opposition Pluto/N. Node
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Opposition Sun/MC
N. Node Opposition Venus/MC