challenges and difficulties
Bautzer either overvalues or undervalues his possessions and assets. He can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Greg Bautzer may deny himself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of his labors. He may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Greg Bautzer feels that he does not have "enough" to make him feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) he has!
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Greg Bautzer understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Greg Bautzer is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
His attitude toward life is quite serious and he is very thorough. Greg has the need to be by himself and think out everything very carefully before he takes action. Greg Bautzer may enjoy doing some type of creative artwork involving hard or heavy materials.
Very cautious and reserved, Greg Bautzer may find it difficult to express himself. He is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to derive much cooperation from them, which causes Greg to be disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Greg Bautzer instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Greg Bautzer needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Greg Bautzer benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Greg Bautzer a sense of inner balance.
Greg Bautzer has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Greg needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Bautzer also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in his public life and career that Greg Bautzer is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Bautzer's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Greg Bautzer achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Greg Bautzer back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Greg Bautzer tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Greg is overconfident and tends to overextend himself and take on more than is humanly possible. Greg is often dogmatic about his philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
The following are specific activities that will support Greg Bautzer in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Bautzer, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
He needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Greg Bautzer has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. He needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Greg Bautzer has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating his ability to love and to receive love.
Greg Bautzer should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. He may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Bautzer's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. He is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Greg really wants such jobs or not, usually because he has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.
There may be considerable obstacles in his path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Bautzer's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.
He may have an inner fear of separation and could feel left out or ignored at times. Either Greg Bautzer did not receive much affection while he was growing up or it had to be shared with others. Greg may find it difficult to show his love in his relationships.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Asc.
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Saturn