challenges and difficulties
Gertrude Ederle often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Ederle.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Gertrude Ederle works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy, with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Although Gertrude Ederle generally is happy, at times she could become a bit inhibited and because of this, she may let good opportunities slip by occasionally. Although she is interested in people, Ederle also tends to seek seclusion periodically.
Gertrude Ederle tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about her direction of life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, she is inclined to worry a lot. Because Ederle lacks the confidence to fight back, she may allow herself to become the victim of other people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Gertrude Ederle instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Gertrude Ederle needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Gertrude Ederle's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Ederle's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Gertrude Ederle is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Gertrude should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Gertrude Ederle can offer the world at large.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Gertrude Ederle to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Gertrude Ederle has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
Gertrude Ederle tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate herself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Ederle, and she may frequently encounter some upsets or hostility.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Gertrude Ederle is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and could be interested in antiques.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/MC
Saturn Opposition Neptune/MC
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Asc.