Fraser Clarke Heston motivation
Behind Heston's rather cautious attitude and conservative appearance (mentioned in the previous chapter) lies a much more unconventional soul. He may seesaw between the traditional and the unorthodox, the pragmatic and the idealistic, or conformism and nonconformism. Fraser Clarke Heston needs to find a balance or reconcile between these extremes. He may view himself as being more progressive than he is because Fraser Clarke Heston surrounds himself with middle-of-the-road people. Moreover, his combination of objectivity and interest in world affairs and larger issues is likely to enable Fraser Clarke Heston to become very successful at his business or whatever career he chooses.
He is a freedom-loving, strong-willed and independent-minded individual, and he insists upon living his own life as he sees fit, even if it means ignoring convention and tradition. In personal relationships, Fraser Clarke Heston cannot be owned or possessed, and while he is willing to share himself with another, he does not always adjust easily to the emotional give and take of close relationships. Though intellectually open, Heston can be enormously stubborn, opinionated and inflexible on a one-to-one level. Fraser has strong convictions and feelings about fairness and equality, and he tries to abide by them; however, his ideals about how people "should" treat one another do not always take into account human weaknesses, differences and needs. Fraser Clarke Heston probably dislikes sentimentality and traditional gender roles and "games".
He is fair, intelligent, objective and rational and he often let his head rule rather than his heart. Fraser Clarke Heston seems rather self-sufficient and emotionally detached because he is capable of putting aside his personal feelings and viewing things dispassionately. But once Fraser makes up his mind on an issue, it is difficult to dissuade him, and he can be rather dogmatic.
Fraser Clarke Heston thinks in broad terms and is concerned with the world beyond his own personal sphere - his town, nation, or even planet. He is likely to become involved in, or show a keen interest in, community endeavors, social organizations and groups of all kinds. He enjoys being part of a group endeavor, and he often assumes the role of organizing, managing or supervising group activities.
Forward-looking and progressive, he harbors great hopes for the future. Fraser Clarke Heston stays current and up to date, and responds to contemporary cultural trends, both in terms of personal style and ideas. When young, Fraser Clarke Heston was very influenced by peer pressure and by all the "latest crazes". Fraser has an experimental mind and is attracted to novelty.
His strong points include his concern for human welfare and social betterment, his sense of fairness and democratic spirit, and his vision. His faults are his stubbornness and inflexibility, and a tendency to be very obtuse and insensitive when it comes to personal feelings and human needs.
Ownership gives Fraser Clarke Heston a sense of security, and he has a strong attachment to his possessions. Fraser also has a natural instinct for or understanding of economics, finance, trade, and appraising the value of merchandise.
Fraser Clarke Heston tends to see things from his perspective only and to be rather subjective. He also enjoys talking and expressing his views but does not always listen as well. Fraser Clarke Heston has a clear mind, a love of learning and new experiences, and he needs constant mental stimulation and activity.
Fraser Clarke Heston feels that he has the support of his family or others in his environment for his creative efforts and personal goals, which enables him to act with confidence. He is able to satisfy both his need to be an individual and his need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. He is in harmony with himself and is therefore an effective individual.
Heston can be an inspiring leader of a team or group effort. His dynamism and energy evokes the same in others, and he sees healthy competition between people as a plus. Generally, Fraser Clarke Heston enjoys fine health as well.
Heston occasionally gambles, splurges or overextends himself in ways that may be at odds with his usual way of doing things. Exaggerating his accomplishments or spending too much in order to impress others and build up his own self-esteem can be a problem. However, Fraser Clarke Heston also has faith and an optimistic side, which enable him to recover from the negative consequences of his excesses, and to learn from them.
While Fraser Clarke Heston does have a strong drive, he frequently holds himself back. One of his challenges lies in learning to endure frustration and to patiently overcome the obstacles in his life (or his own internal caution and resistance!).
However he also has a more somber side, which keeps Heston's optimism from becoming ungrounded or overblown. Fraser Clarke Heston tends to seesaw between his faith, vision and high aspirations, and his caution and realism (or fear!). He cannot and does not rely on good luck or grace alone, and he accepts the need for hard work. His skeptical or "somber" side is described below.
He is often plagued by feelings of personal inadequacy, inhibitions and self-doubt. Fraser Clarke Heston has a cautious, realistic attitude toward life and is highly responsible and disciplined with regard to his obligations and duties. Fraser Clarke Heston tends to work and struggle more than necessary and to take himself too seriously.
Although he takes himself and his responsibilities seriously, there is also a part of Fraser Clarke Heston that rebels against rules and restrictions and the need to contend with outside authority. Heston can feel torn between conforming to the rules or fulfilling his obligations, and breaking free of them. His wilder side will now be described.
At times Fraser Clarke Heston may feel an uncontrollable urge to radically alter his direction in life or to act in ways that seem eccentric or at least highly atypical. When his life becomes too predictable, Fraser may do something to upset the status quo, sometimes without realizing why or how he is doing it. These impulses may seem at odds with his conscious intent and desires for himself, and can be unsettling. However, there is a streak of unconventionality and creative genius in Fraser Clarke Heston that needs to be expressed now and then.
He is infused with a sense of personal destiny or mission and can be extremely driven, obsessed and fanatical. Learning about power and how to use it effectively is definitely on his agenda. Fraser Clarke Heston confronts abusive power, tyranny and dominating people who will teach him about power and eventually force Heston to claim his own.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Capricorn and Sun in Aquarius
Sun in Aquarius
Sun in 2nd house
Sun Conjunct Mercury
Sun Trine Moon
Sun Sextile Mars
Sun Quincunx Jupiter
Sun aspects Mars and Saturn
Sun aspects Jupiter and Saturn
Sun Square Saturn
Sun aspects Saturn and Uranus
Sun Quincunx Uranus
Sun Opposition Pluto
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