Fraser Clarke Heston
challenges and difficulties
Heston both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know him intimately does not come easily to Fraser, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Fraser Clarke Heston is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Heston.
Heston is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Fraser Clarke Heston does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Fraser Clarke Heston better than being with groups of his own peers.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Fraser Clarke Heston will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Fraser feel a little out of step with others. Fraser Clarke Heston takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Fraser feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Fraser Clarke Heston has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Fraser Clarke Heston instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Fraser Clarke Heston needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Fraser Clarke Heston has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Fraser Clarke Heston needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Fraser Clarke Heston needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in his relationships with others that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Fraser Clarke Heston between acting spontaneously and being true to himself versus modifying himself or his behavior to suit others. Fraser Clarke Heston seesaws between being inordinately concerned with his self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about him. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Heston's task.
The following are specific activities that will support Fraser Clarke Heston in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Heston, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
He needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Fraser Clarke Heston has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. He needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Fraser Clarke Heston has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating his ability to love and to receive love.
Fraser Clarke Heston has a very sympathetic and compassionate attitude toward others and shows an interest in their well-being. His relationships are more on a personal basis and people are drawn to Heston because of his sincerity and kindness.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Square Pluto
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Asc.