Although Fergie appears gentle and sympathetic toward others (as explained in the previous chapter), she is also a "warrior". Stacy Ferguson sometimes feels torn between these two facets of her character: the sensitive, tenderhearted, home-loving side, and the assertive, competitive, risk-taking side. People who first meet Fergie often think that she is a "softy", but later find out that she is strong willed and pursues her goals aggressively.
She is a person who thrives on challenge, and she often feels that she must battle her way through life, relying on no one and nothing but her own strength, intelligence and courage. Fergie believes in being totally honest, true to herself and her own vision and convictions, even if it means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor and authenticity are Stacy Ferguson's gods, and she has no sympathy for weakness of character in others.
Fergie craves the freedom to do things in her own way, and she works very well independently. Cooperating with others or carrying out another's will is not her style. Fergie likes to be the chief - or to go it alone.
Fergie loves action and if others are settling down into a nice, comfortable little rut, then she is always ready to stir things up, do something new, make changes and introduce some fresh blood. Routine and sameness are tantamount to death for her. She is not afraid of trying something that has never been done before, and even though she may sometimes be perceived as a fool, Fergie also discovers, invents and initiates things that others will later emulate. Taking risks and following her own star are the breath of life for Stacy Ferguson, and she wilts (or gets very frustrated and angry) if she cannot do this.
She is spontaneous, impulsive, direct, enthusiastic and assertive. Fergie believes in the power of positive thinking and positive action, and she perceives herself as a strong, even invincible, person. Fergie hates being ill or in a position of dependency. Accepting her own human limitations and emotional needs is often difficult for her.
She is basically aggressive in her attitudes and less adept at relating to others, picking up on subtle messages and nuances, listening, nurturing and harmonizing. She is often so fired up about her own projects or goals that she inadvertently runs over or ignores other people's feelings and interests. Being receptive and appreciative of others' contributions, ideas and feelings would be highly instrumental in improving Stacy Ferguson's relationships. Her impatience to get on with things causes Fergie to be rather insensitive, thereby alienating others unnecessarily. She also frequently tries to accomplish her goals through anger or temper tantrums. Fergie would gain much by learning to slow down, relax and sometimes just let things be, however her energetic, restless nature rarely allows Fergie to do so.
Her career, reputation and public image are very important to Stacy Ferguson. Fergie has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. She is not satisfied with the personal sphere alone; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Fergie may undervalue the personal or inner facet of life.
Her conscious intentions and goals are frequently opposed by her unconscious beliefs and desires. If Fergie overrides her instincts and emotions because they seem to lead her in a direction diametrically opposed to the one she consciously desires, her emotions can become unruly. Poor relationships with women and/or difficulties in close one-on-one relationships are also a reflection of this tendency. However, if Fergie attends to her emotional urges and feelings and listens to the voice of her intuition, dreams and gut feelings, she will derive greater satisfaction from a more balanced life.
She is blessed with abundant optimism, self-confidence and cheerful generosity. Her good will and friendliness win her many allies. Fergie also has grand visions and aspirations, and the desire to succeed in life in a big way. Fergie expects the best, and usually gets it.
She is infused with a sense of personal destiny or mission and can be extremely driven, obsessed and fanatical. Learning about power and how to use it effectively is definitely on her agenda. Fergie confronts abusive power, tyranny and dominating people who will teach her about power and eventually force Stacy Ferguson to claim her own.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Cancer and Sun in Aries
Sun in Aries
Sun in 10th house
Sun Opposition Moon
Sun Conjunct Jupiter
Sun Opposition Pluto