challenges and difficulties
Stacy Ferguson is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Fergie may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Fergie.
Fergie has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life that colors everything she does. Caution and realism are her virtues though Fergie limits herself at times by being too careful, shy or fearful, not believing in herself enough, or lacking the required assertiveness. Others find Fergie difficult to get to know intimately, as Stacy Ferguson tends to distance herself from them or to outwardly adopt a rather stern, "adult" demeanor.
Once she decides what she wants to do, Fergie will pursue her goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for her deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Fergie feel a little out of step with others. Fergie takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Fergie feels and how driven she is about the things that are important to her. Fergie has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to her, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
At times Fergie struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, she may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of her mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Fergie has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if her religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting herself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Fergie occasionally.
Fergie strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away and overthrow any thoughts of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in her life could suddenly wane, thereby leaving Stacy Ferguson free to do her own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Fergie instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Fergie needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Fergie to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Fergie needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Fergie directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Stacy Ferguson's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Fergie should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Opposition Uranus/MC
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 5th house