Elroy Hirsch (Crazylegs)
challenges and difficulties
Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch takes his personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. He may feel that relationships in general require more of him than they are worth, and Elroy enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Elroy. He strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for him.
On another level entirely, Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch is very careful about joining forces, and especially his material resources, with others. Crazylegs Hirsch wants to keep his own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Elroy feel a little out of step with others. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Elroy feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
He is inclined to be somewhat withdrawn and has a hard time discussing important matters with his family and close relationships. A serious and deep thinker, Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch would like to explain his views to others, but has a difficult time finding the right words.
Somewhat shy, Elroy finds it difficult to relate to people and tends to withdraw from others. Since it is hard for Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch to establish relationships, he would rather be by himself. Elroy likes everything simple or plain and prefers a more humble and secluded life.
Somewhat inhibited in initiating relationships with others, Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch may prefer to be by himself. Elroy could feels that he does not fit in very well with others and as a result may have difficulties in team-work with groups or associations.
Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about his direction of life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, he is inclined to worry a lot. Because Crazylegs Hirsch lacks the confidence to fight back, he may allow himself to become the victim of other people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
His natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing his situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing his situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch copes with stress. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
His development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in his marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. He may see the qualities that he needs to develop more fully (described above) in his partner. It is important for Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in his life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them himself. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about himself through others.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
Crazylegs Hirsch is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when he is with others. Elroy "Crazylegs" Hirsch is inclined to establish relationships more with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Asc.
Saturn Opposition Venus/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/MC
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Neptune