challenges and difficulties
Diana Lewis has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Lewis knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Diana Lewis may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Diana must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Diana Lewis may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Diana may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Diana Lewis may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her step!
Her vitality tends to be a bit low and Diana may have to fight against the tendency to be inactive. Easily discouraged, Diana Lewis is inclined toward pessimism. Perhaps her upbringing was too authoritative, causing problems in her relationship with her parents.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Diana Lewis instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Diana Lewis needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Diana Lewis becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Diana Lewis needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Lewis also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Diana Lewis tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is deep within herself, as Diana Lewis faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Diana Lewis keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mars
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 12th house