challenges and difficulties
Dedee has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Pfeiffer.
Pfeiffer is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Dedee Pfeiffer does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Dedee Pfeiffer better than being with groups of her own peers.
Dedee Pfeiffer strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Dedee Pfeiffer instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Dedee Pfeiffer needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Dedee Pfeiffer is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Dedee Pfeiffer's growth. Dedee Pfeiffer needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Dedee Pfeiffer is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Pfeiffer's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Dedee Pfeiffer back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Dedee Pfeiffer tends to pick her friends and associates very carefully and is always on the look-out for responsible and congenial people. This enables Dedee Pfeiffer to feel secure with her colleagues and she enjoys good relationships with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Square Neptune
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Sun/MC