challenges and difficulties
Dean Winters often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Winters.
It may be difficult for Dean Winters to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Dean may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Dean Winters also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Dean Winters seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Dean has to or should do and what his spontaneous impulses tell him to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in his environment. Dean Winters may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush his individuality", yet ignore his obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue him. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Winters.
Winters works quietly to get ahead, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for his efforts. Reserved and shy, Dean Winters tends to build a wall between himself and others and he seems to be more receptive to older and mature people.
Dean Winters tends to have inner conflicts between his responsibilities and what he would like to do. Winters may weigh his duties favorably against his desires, making it very difficult for him to be truly happy.
Basically shy, Winters tends to be somewhat inhibited in love relationships and may feel uncomfortable or awkward expressing his love for someone. Dean Winters longs for love relationships and dreams about love, but he is also inclined to torment himself because of a seeming lack of affection.
He is inclined to feel inferior and may easily be taken in by others. Dean has to guard against being deceived or used by others, though his intentions may be good. Dean Winters must not let his desire to have things cloud his ability to see what is really happening.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Dean Winters instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Dean Winters needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Dean Winters is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Dean Winters' growth. Dean Winters needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Dean Winters is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Dean Winters needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Winters.
Dean Winters has a very affectionate attitude toward others and the capacity to love a lot of people. There probably is a very deep bond between Dean and his friends, and when he falls in love, Dean Winters is likely to love just as deeply.
Dean Winters has a strong desire to acquire a leading position in his community. Although he is very capable of assuming leadership, Dean also has a tendency to impose his will upon others. But in spite of that, he is likely to be successful.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Sun/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Venus/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Mars/Neptune
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus/MC
N. Node Conjunct Mars/MC