challenges and difficulties
Loader is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Danyon Loader may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Danyon.
It may be difficult for Danyon Loader to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Danyon may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Danyon Loader also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
At times Danyon Loader struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Danyon Loader has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Danyon occasionally.
Danyon Loader tends to suppress his feelings and may be somewhat inhibited in love relationships. He may often feel rejected or he may give the impression of rejecting others himself. Perhaps his mother or father found it difficult to express their affection.
He is susceptible to deception by others and may encounter people who dissuade him from his objectives and try to use his vulnerability to their advantage. Danyon Loader should watch his relationships very carefully so he will not get seriously hurt or disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Danyon Loader instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Danyon Loader needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Danyon Loader to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Danyon Loader needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Danyon directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Loader's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is in his public life and career that Danyon Loader is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Loader's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Danyon Loader achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Venus
Saturn Opposition Neptune/Asc.
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 10th house