challenges and difficulties
Courtney Love often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Love.
It may be difficult for Courtney Love to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Courtney may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Courtney Love also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
Courtney Love seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Courtney has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Courtney Love may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Love.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Courtney Love instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Courtney Love needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Courtney Love is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Courtney Love's growth. Courtney Love needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Courtney Love is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Courtney Love needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Love.
She is a born leader and has the ability to persuade members of a group or association she belongs to. Love always promotes the cultivation of good fellowship and teamwork, insuring success in any plans or joint undertakings she may pursue.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Mars