challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Hilton. Conrad Hilton tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Conrad.
Conrad may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. He strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for him.
On another level entirely, Conrad Hilton is very careful about joining forces, and especially his material resources, with others. Hilton wants to keep his own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
He is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of his objectives. Conrad Hilton has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in his way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Conrad Hilton instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Conrad Hilton needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Conrad Hilton's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Hilton's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Conrad Hilton is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Conrad should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Conrad Hilton can offer the world at large.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Conrad Hilton has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Hilton will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Conrad Hilton in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Hilton, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Conrad Hilton should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. He may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Hilton's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. He is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Conrad really wants such jobs or not, usually because he has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.
There may be considerable obstacles in his path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Hilton's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.
Hilton constantly seems to be under tremendous pressure and he wants to achieve record performances. Because he has a strong desire to accomplish immense tasks through teamwork with others, Conrad Hilton has a tendency to demand too much of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/Pluto