challenges and difficulties
Christy Canyon often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Canyon.
Christy Canyon takes her commitments to others very seriously, especially in close one-to-one relationships. Her strong sense of responsibility to the other person makes Canyon a trustworthy and dedicated partner, but she often feels that marriage or any binding commitment between her and another person is too restrictive and burdensome, and thus seeks to avoid it. Close relationships may be more work than pleasure for Christy Canyon and it may seem that she is always "working on" her marriage rather than enjoying it. However, Canyon will persevere and ultimately grow through the process.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Christy Canyon instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Christy Canyon needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Christy Canyon benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Christy Canyon a sense of inner balance.
Christy Canyon has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Christy needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Canyon also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Christy Canyon is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Christy Canyon needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Canyon.
The following are specific activities that will support Christy Canyon in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Canyon, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Christy Canyon has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Christy Canyon has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 7th house
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus