challenges and difficulties
Chris Bearde often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Bearde.
He may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Chris Bearde does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Chris Bearde must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Chris has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Chris Bearde needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Bearde will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
He is inclined to be somewhat timid and afraid to start something on his own, preferring that someone else tells him what to do. Chris Bearde can easily be deterred from pursuing his goals, making his advancement in life rather slow.
He prefers to work alone rather than with other people. Content on his own, Bearde tends to become inhibited when he is with others, especially women. Chris Bearde may feel that the effort required to be with others is too great and probably not even worth it.
He is inclined to preserve and build up his heritage. Others are attracted to him, but at the same time Chris Bearde gives the impression of being unapproachable. Bearde tends to hold back his feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in his love relationships.
Chris Bearde has a sense of duty and responsibility, but may find it difficult to make up his mind and come to a decision. Bearde is somewhat slow to act, and his need to be fully prepared inclines him to let good opportunities slip away at times.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Chris Bearde instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Chris Bearde needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Chris Bearde has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Chris Bearde needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Chris Bearde needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Chris Bearde is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Chris Bearde needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Bearde.
He is highly emotional and tends to display his feelings in a theatrical way. Chris Bearde seems to enjoy being somewhat eccentric and finds it difficult to adapt himself to others. Although he may seek emotional fulfillment, Chris does not do well in relationships and team work.
Chris Bearde has a very engaging manner in the company of others and his relationships with other people are likely to be harmonious. Some of his connections may prove to be helpful to Chris with his plans.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 12th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Sun/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Moon/N. Node
Saturn Opposition Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Mars/Jupiter
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/MC