challenges and difficulties
Kuriyama both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Chiaki, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Chiaki Kuriyama is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Kuriyama.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Chiaki Kuriyama understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Chiaki Kuriyama is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Her upbringing may have been either too demanding or somewhat lax. Chiaki Kuriyama resists any attempt to restrict her freedom and has the ability to devote extraordinary efforts toward overcoming any inhibitions or difficulties that she may have.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Chiaki Kuriyama instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Chiaki Kuriyama needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Chiaki Kuriyama benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Chiaki Kuriyama a sense of inner balance.
Chiaki Kuriyama has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Chiaki needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Kuriyama also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Chiaki Kuriyama should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Her feelings are heightened when she is with others and Chiaki Kuriyama has the ability to open up to them and show her feelings without reservation. Chiaki Kuriyama is led by her instincts and likely to have many spontaneous relationships with other people.
Chiaki Kuriyama tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate herself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Kuriyama, and she may frequently encounter upsets or hostility.
Some of her relationships tend to be a bit peculiar and Chiaki should beware of becoming involved with bad company. Chiaki Kuriyama could be easily lured by others to take part in dubious or underhanded schemes.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Uranus
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Venus/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Neptune/MC