challenges and difficulties
Carmen Luvana takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Carmen enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Carmen Luvana also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Luvana is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Carmen Luvana does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Carmen Luvana better than being with groups of her own peers.
Her aspirations and dreams are always tempered by realism and practical considerations. Carmen Luvana pursues her aims in a systematic, disciplined and thorough manner, and she is willing to take her time, advancing slowly and steadily toward her goal.
Sometimes Carmen Luvana underestimates what is possible, and holds herself back unnecessarily due to a lack of faith or an overly cautious attitude.
She is inclined to preserve and build up her heritage. Others are attracted to her, but at the same time Carmen Luvana gives the impression of being unapproachable. Luvana tends to hold back her feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in her love relationships.
She is inclined to feel inferior and may easily be taken in by others. Carmen has to guard against being deceived or used by others, though her intentions may be good. Carmen Luvana must not let her desire to have things cloud her ability to see what is really happening.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Carmen Luvana instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Carmen Luvana needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Carmen Luvana's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Luvana's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Carmen Luvana is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Carmen should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Carmen Luvana can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Carmen Luvana is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Carmen Luvana needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Luvana.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Conjunct Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Neptune
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house