challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Parker-Bowles. Camilla Parker-Bowles tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Camilla.
Camilla Parker-Bowles has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life which colors everything she does. Caution and realism are her virtues though Camilla limits herself at times by being too careful, shy, or fearful, and not believing in herself enough or being assertive when necessary. Others find Camilla Parker-Bowles difficult to get to know intimately, as Parker-Bowles tends to distance herself from them or to put forth a rather stern, "adult" face to the world.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Parker-Bowles is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Camilla Parker-Bowles is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
She is inclined to feel inferior and may easily be taken in by others. Camilla has to guard against being deceived or used by others, though her intentions may be good. Camilla Parker-Bowles must not let her desire to have things cloud her ability to see what is really happening.
Camilla Parker-Bowles may often be coerced into doing things that she does not want to do, leaving her frustrated, irritable and touchy. Camilla could turn hard and unforgiving toward others and may break up some important relationships.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Camilla Parker-Bowles instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Camilla Parker-Bowles needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Camilla Parker-Bowles needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Camilla's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Parker-Bowles' understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Camilla Parker-Bowles to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Camilla Parker-Bowles is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Camilla Parker-Bowles needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Camilla Parker-Bowles is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Camilla Parker-Bowles has a strong desire to share her opinions with others and is inclined to seek out people who have the same ideas that she has. She may enjoy studying and developing her intellectual interests with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/Asc.
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/MC