challenges and difficulties
Brigitta Callens takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Brigitta enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Brigitta Callens also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Her childhood or her relationships with her parents was restrictive, unloving, or unhappy in ways that may prevent Brigitta from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Brigitta Callens felt deprived in some manner, whether or not she actually was deprived in some way. Emotional separations or repression of her needs and feelings may typify her early life, at least as Callens remembers it. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Brigitta Callens needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Brigitta accomplish this.
Her aspirations and dreams are always tempered by realism and practical considerations. Brigitta Callens pursues her aims in a systematic, disciplined, and thorough manner, and she is willing to takes her time, advancing slowly and steadily on her way towards her goal.
Sometimes Brigitta Callens underestimates what is possible, and holds herself back unnecessarily due to a lack of faith or an overly cautious attitude.
She is inclined to be somewhat timid and afraid to start something on her own, preferring that someone else tells her what to do. Brigitta Callens can easily be deterred from pursuing her goals, making her advancement in life rather slow.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Brigitta Callens instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Brigitta Callens needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Brigitta Callens' path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Callens' instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Brigitta Callens is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Brigitta should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Brigitta Callens can offer the world at large.
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Brigitta Callens is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Callens' relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The following are specific activities that will support Brigitta Callens in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Callens, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Brigitta Callens has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Brigitta Callens has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Callens always looks to establish relationships with groups or associations and has the ability to blend in unobtrusively. Brigitta Callens has a way of integrating others needs and feelings, at the same time realizing and considering the proceedings of the association.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Brigitta Callens is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and could be interested in antiques.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 4th house
Jupiter Conjunct Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Jupiter
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Mercury
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Asc.