challenges and difficulties
Brown either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Bobbie Brown may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Bobbie Brown feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
She is serious by nature, and may have difficulty making small talk or participating in friendly, personal exchanges.
Bobbie Brown tries to be strictly accurate and is critical of people who exaggerate or discuss subjects they really know little about. Brown withholds her thoughts and opinions until she has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Bobbie's silence discomforts others.
Her mental concentration is very good but her breadth of understanding may not be.
The side of Bobbie Brown that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Bobbie finds it hard to relax. Bobbie Brown may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Brown's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Bobbie Brown should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and maintain good health habits in order to enhance her resistance to illness.
Bobbie Brown has a tendency to be overly critical of herself. She may be plagued by feelings of guilt about certain past events, leading to further self-doubt. Bobbie must learn to handle her frustration, depression and discontent and try to overcome her lack of self-confidence.
Because she lacks self-confidence, Bobbie Brown has the feeling that her luck has abandoned her. She is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, place too much emphasis on wishful thinking, and then get disappointed when nothing happens.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Bobbie Brown instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Bobbie Brown needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Brown's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Bobbie Brown has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Bobbie Brown needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Bobbie Brown should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Bobbie Brown back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in her life.
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Bobbie sometimes abuses her own power to use others to her own selfish ends.
Brown makes a big impression on everyone she meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Bobbie Brown very fascinating and she is likely to see herself as their model in groups or associations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 3rd house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Opposition Sun/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Moon/Mars
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Venus
N. Node Opposition Pluto
N. Node Opposition Venus/Pluto