challenges and difficulties
Billy has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Corgan.
Billy Corgan takes his commitments to others very seriously, especially in close one-to-one relationships. His strong sense of responsibility to the other person makes Corgan a trustworthy and dedicated partner, but he often feels that marriage or any binding commitment between him and another person is too restrictive and burdensome, and thus seeks to avoid it. Close relationships may be more work than pleasure for Billy Corgan and it may seem that he is always "working on" his marriage rather than enjoying it. However, Corgan will persevere and ultimately grow through the process.
His attitude toward life is quite serious and he is very thorough. Billy has the need to be by himself and think out everything very carefully before he takes action. Billy Corgan may enjoy doing some type of creative art work shaped from hard or heavy materials.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Billy Corgan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Billy Corgan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Billy Corgan benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Billy Corgan a sense of inner balance.
Billy Corgan has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Billy needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Corgan also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Billy Corgan has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Corgan will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Billy Corgan back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Billy Corgan has a tendency to shy away from other people, and he reacts toward others in an almost fearful way. Corgan seems to lack confidence in himself and for this reason may feel that he lacks the ability to adapt easily into relationships with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 7th house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Saturn