challenges and difficulties
Emmett doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Belinda is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Belinda Emmett does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Belinda Emmett must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Belinda tries to keep her sensuality under control and is likely to suppress the tension she feels in her love relationships. At times she could feel somewhat emotionally inhibited, while at others, Belinda Emmett may have a strong wish to break all moral barriers.
Very cautious and reserved, Belinda Emmett may find it difficult to express herself. She is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to derive much cooperation from them, which causes Belinda to be disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Belinda Emmett instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Belinda Emmett needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Belinda Emmett to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Belinda Emmett needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Belinda directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Emmett's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Emmett's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Belinda Emmett back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
The following are specific activities that will support Belinda Emmett in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Emmett, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Belinda Emmett should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. She needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with her family or a community that can support her and give her a sense of safety and belonging.
Belinda Emmett should develop her listening skills and deepen her understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Belinda Emmett has to learn to trust her own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. She needs to care for herself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Belinda Emmett's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from her past and use it in a new way. (If she is so inclined, Belinda may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts she has already developed).
Emmett makes a big impression on everyone she meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Belinda Emmett very fascinating and she is likely to see herself as their model in groups or associations.
Belinda Emmett tends to have far-reaching associations and a strong desire to be involved with people of high society. She is likely to achieve great success through joint ventures with others and could do well in some form of political activity.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Venus/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Asc.
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/Pluto