Although Buell may seem quite poised, even-tempered, balanced and harmonious (as mentioned in the previous chapter), she is actually rather moody and emotional. Inside, she is much more subjective and biased in her attitudes than her fair-minded, reasonable demeanor may imply.
Bebe has powerful emotional attachments to the past, her family, her childhood, places she associates with safety and security, and her beginnings. It is very important to Buell to maintain a connection with her roots and heritage and keep family bonds strong. Loyal, devoted, and sentimental, Buell tends to cling to whatever is dear to her - be it a person, a familiar place, or a cherished possession.
She is sympathetic, nurturing, supportive and very sensitive to the emotional needs of other people. Bebe likes to be needed and to care for others, and she often worries about the people she loves. Bebe Buell has a very strong need for a sense of belonging and acceptance, and much of her life centers on her home. She is more concerned about people and their feelings than with power, achievement, or position in society. Kindness, consideration and tenderness are more meaningful to Bebe Buell than any sort of honor the world can bestow.
She is primarily emotional and her views are often dominated by her feelings and her own personal, subjective experiences, rather than reason, logic or abstract principles. It is difficult for her to judge situations fairly and objectively because her personal sympathies and loyalties usually factor in. Bebe Buell takes things very personally and sometimes builds a wall around herself to shield herself from pain and rejection. Bebe Buell feels rather shy and vulnerable at heart. She also tends to be moody and experiences frequent mood swings. Bebe Buell needs to have a place and time in her life to withdraw, introspect, dream and replenish herself; otherwise Bebe Buell becomes cranky and unhappy with those around her.
Bebe Buell functions in an instinctive, irrational manner and likes to immerse herself in creative activities where she can express her feelings, imagination and instincts. Buell often loves to cook, since it can be both creative and a way to nurture and nourish others. Bebe Buell also has a great affinity for music, because it evokes and communicates feelings that may be difficult or impossible to put into words.
Her compassion, sensitivity, and imagination are Buell's strong points. Her faults include an inability to let go of the past and move forward, clannishness and prejudice, and a tendency for self-pity when facing hardship.
World travel, foreign cultures, and studies which expand her intellectual horizons and broaden her understanding of the world are very attractive to Buell.
Bebe Buell has a philosophical turn of mind and is concerned with seeking answers to the big questions of life or getting the overview of any situation. Abstract concepts and/or plans for the future occupy her mind much of the time.
She is assertive, energetic, active, courageous and vital. Bebe Buell has a very strong physical drive that expresses itself as sexuality and passion, a desire to compete with others, and a tendency to fight. Bebe Buell has a victorious spirit and the will to win.
While Bebe Buell does have a strong drive, she frequently holds herself back. One of her challenges lies in learning to endure frustration and to patiently overcome the obstacles in her life (or her own internal caution and resistance!).
She is often plagued by feelings of personal inadequacy, inhibitions and self-doubt. Bebe Buell has a cautious, realistic attitude toward life and is highly responsible and disciplined with regard to her obligations and duties. Bebe Buell tends to work and struggle more than necessary and to take herself too seriously.
Although she takes herself and her responsibilities seriously, there is also a part of Bebe Buell that rebels against rules and restrictions and the need to contend with outside authority. Buell can feel torn between conforming to the rules or fulfilling her obligations, and breaking free of them. Her wilder side will now be described.
Innovative, original, unorthodox and unconventional, she identifies with the role of a rebel, reformer or iconoclast. Bebe Buell insists upon a great deal of personal freedom and does not easily adapt to others' needs and wishes. Bebe needs a lifestyle that allows her to be spontaneous. She often feels that she is somehow different from other people and outside of society's mainstream.
Along with her energy and drive, Bebe Buell has high ideals and an active fantasy life. There is a dreamer and an idealist in Buell, as well as a doer and a fighter. Bebe wants to win but not at the expense of others, and this may be somewhat of a dilemma for her.
While she is realistic and conscientious (or overly conscientious), as described above, Bebe Buell also has an otherworldly, dreamy, or mystically-inclined side, as described below.
Bebe is extremely sensitive and imaginative, and she can get lost in her dreams, fantasies and visions. She is attracted to artistic and creative pursuits, as well as to the world of color, beauty, and emotion. Bebe Buell is also drawn to mysticism and she has deep spiritual aspirations and yearnings. Gentle and peace loving, Buell may lack the will and competitive spirit needed to make her way in the world. She is often impractical and may seek to avoid or escape the harsh realities of life.
Bebe Buell has a strong will and the desire to be successful no matter what obstacles or resistance she has to overcome. Whatever she does, she knows what she wants to get out of it and drives toward that end with great vigor.
Bebe Buell seems to have an emotional and physical unrest and she always have to be on the move. Bebe could find it difficult to control herself and she tends to get angry and upset easily. Eccentric and individualistic, she can create a stir wherever she goes.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Libra and Sun in Cancer
Sun in Cancer
Sun in 9th house
Sun Conjunct Mars
Sun aspects Mars and Saturn
Sun Square Saturn
Sun aspects Saturn and Uranus
Sun Conjunct Uranus
Sun aspects Mars and Neptune
Sun aspects Saturn and Neptune
Sun Square Neptune
Sun Conjunct Mars/MC
Sun Conjunct Uranus/MC