Aveline Kushi often senses a conflict between her discriminating, analytical, critical side (described in the previous chapter), and her tolerant, forgiving side (described below). Consequently, Kushi tends to seesaw - at times criticizing and correcting others while at others, forgiving them for the most egregious errors and inadequacies. Aveline Kushi should strive to find a balance between clarity and justice on the one hand, and mercy and compassion on the other.
Kushi's urge to serve, help and improve the life of others is strong, and she is quite willing to make personal sacrifices to do so.
At heart she is very gentle, impressionable and receptive - a dreamer. The world of her imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to Aveline Kushi as anything in the outer world, though she may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting her inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, she has a rich inner life, though Kushi may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. Aveline Kushi usually keeps to herself.
Aveline shows great sensitivity and empathy toward others and often senses things psychically or intuitively which prove to be correct. She is tolerant, forgiving and nonjudgmental, accepting people unconditionally regardless of their flaws, mistakes, or outward appearance. Aveline has deep compassion for the suffering of any fellow creature and she often feels the pain of others as if it were her own. Aveline Kushi sympathizes with the needy, the disadvantaged and the misfits of society. She is capable of giving selflessly, living a life of devoted and compassionate service to others, as a healer, physician, social worker or minister. However, Kushi tends to give indiscriminately, to let others take advantage of her kindness, and to encourage the weak to remain so by becoming dependent upon her. Aveline has little sense of boundaries, or of knowing when to say "no". Moderation and self-discipline are not her strong points.
She is a lover and a peacemaker rather than a fighter, and she tries to avoid open conflict. Kushi will patiently ignore or "tune out" problems and hope they will go away by themselves, rather than confront them directly and Kushi tends to lack the positive, fighting spirit that is sometimes necessary to overcome challenges. She is fluid, open, nonresistant and somewhat passive. Aveline Kushi does things in a subtle, often covert, manner.
Her gifts may also lie in the realm of the creative, artistic, or musical, for she possesses great sensitivity, inspiration and limitless imagination. Aveline Kushi has a strong affinity for beauty and love.
Her faults include a tendency to be lazy and negligent, and to wallow in self-pity rather than take strong, definite action to change her life for the better. She also tends to become so detached from her immediate environment that she lives in a disorderly, chaotic sort of hodgepodge, though this probably bothers those around Kushi more than it bothers her.
Her energies are directed toward either honing her professional techniques, skills and abilities or "perfecting", refining, and improving herself as a person. Critical analysis and attention to minute detail are intrinsic in either process. Aveline Kushi is highly motivated to strive for a state of wholeness or optimal functioning and she is quite a perfectionist!
Kushi can easily become overly identified or involved with the task she performs, with her work, or with her own health and "growth process".
Innovative, original, unorthodox and unconventional, she identifies with the role of a rebel, reformer or iconoclast. Aveline Kushi insists upon a great deal of personal freedom and does not easily adapt to others' needs and wishes. Aveline needs a lifestyle that allows her to be spontaneous. She often feels that she is somehow different from other people and outside of society's mainstream.
Aveline Kushi deeply believes in her own power and her ability to survive any change and emerge victorious from any difficulty. Aveline has tremendous inner resources and strength. Intense, strong willed, and zealous, she pursues her desires and goals with complete dedication and singleness of purpose, and she may be somewhat compulsive and even fanatical at times. Aveline likes to live intensely and has no respect for people who are weak or avoid confronting life and their own destiny.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Virgo and Sun in Pisces
Sun in Pisces
Sun in 6th house
Sun Conjunct Uranus
Sun Trine Pluto