challenges and difficulties
Aveline Kushi takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Aveline enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Aveline Kushi also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Aveline Kushi works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Aveline Kushi tends to suppress her feelings and may be somewhat inhibited in love relationships. She may often feel rejected or she may give the impression of rejecting others herself. Perhaps her mother or father found it difficult to express their affection.
Because she is somewhat inhibited when initiating relationships with others, Aveline Kushi may prefer to be by herself. Aveline may feel that she does not fit in very well with others and as a result, may have difficulties with team-work.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Aveline Kushi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Aveline Kushi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Aveline Kushi copes with stress. Aveline Kushi also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Aveline Kushi to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Aveline Kushi between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Aveline Kushi seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Kushi's task.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Opposition Moon/Venus
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/N. Node
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 1st house