challenges and difficulties
Arissa Hill has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Hill knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Arissa Hill may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Arissa must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Arissa may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Arissa Hill is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Hill wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Hill forges ahead diligently, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for her efforts. Reserved and shy, Arissa Hill tends to build a wall between herself and others and she seems to be more receptive to older and more mature people.
She is inclined to exercise self-control and tries to suppress her inner excitability or irritability. However, Hill can be somewhat self-willed and determined to be independent. If Arissa Hill feels that someone is holding her down too much, she may suddenly break up the relationship.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Arissa Hill instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Arissa Hill needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Arissa Hill copes with stress. Arissa Hill also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Arissa Hill to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Arissa Hill has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Hill will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Opposition Sun/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Uranus
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 8th house