challenges and difficulties
Andrea Montermini often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Montermini.
Andrea may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. He strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for him.
On another level entirely, Andrea Montermini is very careful about joining forces, and especially his material resources, with others. Montermini wants to keep his own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Andrea Montermini seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Andrea has to or should do and what his spontaneous impulses tell him to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in his environment. Andrea Montermini may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush his individuality", yet ignore his obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue him. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Montermini.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Andrea Montermini instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Andrea Montermini needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Andrea Montermini is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Andrea Montermini's growth. Andrea Montermini needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is deep within himself, as Andrea Montermini faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Andrea Montermini keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Andrea Montermini in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Montermini, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
He needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Andrea Montermini has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. He needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Andrea Montermini has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating his ability to love and to receive love.
Andrea Montermini has a very obliging manner and is always in search of new relationships. He is able to identify with people quite easily and probably will make many friends who can be of help to him.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Asc.