challenges and difficulties
Amy has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Johnson.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Amy Johnson understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Amy Johnson is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
She may feel inhibited in her relationships with others and give the impression of being unapproachable and wanting to keep her distance. Amy Johnson thinks about her feelings for a long time before she expresses them to anyone and she tends to hide her inner self.
She is likely to have very intense experiences in her emotional life and should guard against feelings of depression and inhibition. Amy Johnson may be plagued by inner turmoil and obsessive ideas or notions.
Very cautious and reserved, Amy Johnson may find it difficult to express herself. She is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to derive much cooperation from them, which causes Amy to be disappointed.
Amy Johnson has a desire to break away from tradition and to free herself from restrictive conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, she may suddenly become inhibited before she sets out on her goals, which could be to Johnson's detriment.
She is inclined to be rather serious and withdrawn. As she feels very uncomfortable in the presence of others, Amy Johnson shies away from social contacts and prefers to be by herself.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Amy Johnson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Amy Johnson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Amy stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Amy Johnson has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Amy Johnson feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Amy Johnson calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Amy Johnson needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Johnson's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Amy Johnson in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Johnson, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Amy Johnson should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems she faces. It is in Johnson's best interest to act on her own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for her. Amy Johnson needs to assert herself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Amy needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick herself up, and go! She also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
She is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting her viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Amy Johnson is quite selective in her choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Opposition Moon/Mercury
Saturn Opposition Moon/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mars/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus
Saturn Opposition N. Node/Asc.
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Saturn