Alaina Reed Hall
motivation

Although Alaina Reed Hall expresses herself in a lighthearted, friendly and open manner (as mentioned in the previous chapter), at heart she is much more emotionally complex and intense than she appears. Alaina harbors deeper feelings and a much "darker" side than is immediately apparent. She may be torn at times between keeping things light and playful versus exploring her own emotional depths and those of others. However, Alaina Reed's light airy side and her deep, mysterious side can balance one another: she can verbalize, reflect upon and consciously understand, explain and elucidate her deepest feelings. Alaina Reed Hall is a natural researcher and she probably loves mystery stories. Her sense of humor can be her saving grace when she gets too serious.

Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, she is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Alaina Reed Hall is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and she only allows a special few into her inner world. Like a wary animal, she is cautious and mistrustful of those she does not know until "he sniffs them out". She is highly instinctive and intuitive. Alaina Reed Hall usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though she may be unable to clearly articulate why she feels the way she does. Her feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.

Alaina Reed Hall also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and she forms very intense love bonds and attachments. She is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that she perceives as a threat to her relationship with someone she loves. When Alaina Reed Hall commits herself to someone or something, she is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Alaina merges with or "marries" the person she loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for her, and often stormy and nasty. When Alaina Reed has been wounded, she is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Alaina will most certainly never forget the hurt and she often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to her.

Whatever she does, Alaina does with passion and fervor, and she often goes to extremes. Alaina Reed can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Alaina Reed can also be very narrow-minded: either she is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for her at all. Rarely is Alaina Reed Hall emotionally detached and objective. She definitely has a fanatical streak. She is also immensely strong-willed and her tenacity in pursuing her objectives often borders on obsession. She is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.

Alaina Reed Hall loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Alaina never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Alaina Reed Hall tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.

Her energies are directed to either perfecting her techniques, skills, and abilities in work, or in "perfecting", refining, and improving herself as a person. Critical analysis and attention to minute detail are intrinsic in either process. The urge to bring about a state of wholeness or optimal functioning is a strong motivation of Alaina Reed Hall's, and she is quite a perfectionist!

Alaina Reed can easily become overly identified or involved with the function she performs, with her work, or with her own health and "growth process".

She is intensely willful, zealous, and fanatical though Alaina often hides the intensity of her feelings and her personal motives and desires. Alaina Reed is infatuated with power and has an almost compulsive desire for personal recognition and the desire to be "somebody". Alaina Reed Hall tends to worship heroes who have powerful personal magnetism and charisma and often seeks to emulate them. Alaina Reed Hall both fears, and is intensely fascinated with, death and the hidden, secret, dark side of life.

She is warm-hearted, kind, generous and very popular, especially with the opposite sex. Alaina Reed's happy feelings rub off onto others and everyone enjoys being with her. Due to a protective and encouraging upbringing, her relationships with her parents are good.

Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:

Ascendant in Gemini and Sun in Scorpio

Sun in Scorpio

Sun in 6th house

Sun Square Pluto

Sun Conjunct Venus/Jupiter