challenges and difficulties
Zappa is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Ahmet Zappa may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Ahmet.
Zappa is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Ahmet Zappa does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Ahmet Zappa better than being with groups of his own peers.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Ahmet Zappa will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Ahmet feel a little out of step with others. Ahmet Zappa takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Ahmet feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Ahmet Zappa has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
He is inclined to exercise self-control and tries to suppress his inner excitability or irritability. However, Zappa can be somewhat self-willed and determined to be independent. If Ahmet Zappa feels that someone is holding him down too much, he may suddenly break up the relationship.
Ahmet Zappa has a desire to break away from tradition and to free himself from restrictive conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, he may suddenly become inhibited before he sets out on his goals, which could be to Zappa's detriment.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Ahmet Zappa instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Ahmet Zappa needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Ahmet Zappa to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Ahmet Zappa needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Ahmet directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Zappa's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
The arena he is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Ahmet Zappa should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials he feels he possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
He is a born leader and has the ability to persuade members of a group or association he belongs to. Zappa always promotes the fostering of good fellowship and teamwork, which ensures the success of any plans or joint undertakings he may pursue.
He is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting his viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Ahmet Zappa is quite selective in his choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to him.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Opposition Moon/Uranus
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Mars
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Saturn