Although Jackson may seem quite poised, even-tempered, balanced, and harmonious (as mentioned in the previous chapter), he is actually rather moody and emotional. Inside, he is much more subjective and biased in his attitudes than his fair-minded, reasonable appearance would imply.
Curtis has powerful emotional attachments to the past, his family, his childhood, places he associates with safety and security, and his beginnings. Maintaining a connection with his roots and heritage and keeping family bonds strong are very important to Jackson. Loyal, devoted, and sentimental, Jackson tends to cling to whatever is dear to him, be it person, familiar place, or cherished possession.
He is sympathetic, nurturing, supportive, and very sensitive to the emotional needs of other people. Curtis likes to be needed, to care for others, and he often worries about the people he loves. 50 Cent has a very strong need for a sense of belonging and acceptance, and he centers much of his life on his home. He is more concerned about people and their feelings than with power, achievement, or position in society. Kindness, consideration, and tenderness impress 50 Cent more than any sort of honor the world can bestow.
He is primarily emotional and his views are often dominated by his feelings and by his own personal, subjective experiences, rather than reason, logic, or abstract principles. It is difficult for him to judge situations in a fair, objective manner for his personal sympathies and loyalties usually enter in. 50 Cent takes things very personally, and sometimes builds a wall around him to protect himself from pain and rejection. 50 Cent feels rather shy and vulnerable at heart. He also tends to be moody, experiencing frequent emotional ups and downs. 50 Cent needs to have a place and time in his life to withdraw, introspect, dream, and replenish himself; otherwise 50 Cent becomes cranky and unhappy with those around him.
50 Cent functions in an instinctive, non-rational manner and likes to immerse himself in creative activities where he can express his feelings, imagination, and instincts. Jackson often loves to cook, since it can be both creative and a way to nurture and nourish others. 50 Cent also has a great affinity for music, because it evokes and communicates feelings that may be difficult or impossible to put into words.
His compassion, sensitivity, and imagination are Jackson's strong points. His faults include an inability to release the past and go forward, clannishness and prejudice, and a tendency to be self-pitying when he meets hardships in life.
His career, reputation, and public image are very important to Jackson. 50 Cent has a strong desire to be influential or make his mark on the world. The merely personal sphere does not satisfy him; his ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for his unique effort and gifts. 50 Cent may undervalue the personal or inner side of life.
50 Cent is loving and well-loved by others, and has a strong need for relationships that offer kindness, friendship, and affection. His artistic and creative powers are also well developed and Curtis does everything in a harmonious, gracious, pleasing manner. Aesthetics are very important to Jackson, as well as his personal appearance and attractiveness.
50 Cent feels that he has the support of his family or others in his environment for his creative efforts and personal goals, which enables him to act with confidence. He is able to satisfy both his need to be an individual, and his need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. He is in harmony with himself and is therefore an effective individual.
50 Cent tends to be very impressionable and psychically open, and as a youngster, he could have been dominated in his relationships with more forceful personalities. Afraid of confrontation, Jackson may have become passive, identified himself as a helpless victim, or tried to gain his desires in underhanded ways.
Curtis' hypersensitivity to his environment is apt to be a challenge for him in other ways as well. Pollutants, ugliness, or dissonance in any form is apt to affect 50 Cent more than most people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Libra and Sun in Cancer
Sun in Cancer
Sun in 10th house
Sun Conjunct Venus
Sun Trine Moon
Sun Quincunx Neptune