challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Jackson. 50 Cent tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Curtis.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. 50 Cent understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But 50 Cent is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
50 Cent becomes tense and upset rather easily. He becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In his eagerness to see his inspirations materialize, Jackson is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving his goals. His occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which 50 Cent instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction 50 Cent needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
He is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on his path, but when under stress 50 Cent becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what he has, he is apt to ignore the subtle signals he receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
50 Cent needs to learn the limits of his ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for him. Jackson also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward his appetites and desires, as 50 Cent tends to overindulge and/or deny himself excessively.
It is in his dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones 50 Cent needs to integrate in tangible ways: how he makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what he does with the resources he has. 50 Cent should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The following are specific activities that will support 50 Cent in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Jackson, and often there is some feeling of resistance or initial awkwardness about doing these things, but they are important on his path to wholeness.
50 Cent should care for and nourish children, plants, pets, or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community which can support and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
50 Cent should develop his listening skills, and to deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and of a woman's perspective. 50 Cent has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions, and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, nonjudgmental way.
It is in 50 Cent's best to take all of what is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Curtis may want to explore the potentials of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
50 Cent seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. He is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where he may share his unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Square Uranus
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto