challenges and difficulties
Ilgauskas fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Zydrunas Ilgauskas may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Zydrunas.
Ilgauskas is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Zydrunas Ilgauskas does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Zydrunas Ilgauskas better than being with groups of his own peers.
Zydrunas has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Zydrunas Ilgauskas needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Ilgauskas will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Zydrunas Ilgauskas instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Zydrunas Ilgauskas needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Zydrunas Ilgauskas to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Zydrunas Ilgauskas needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Zydrunas directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Ilgauskas' larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Ilgauskas' inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Zydrunas Ilgauskas needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 4th house