challenges and difficulties
Walter Zenga has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Walter is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but he may lack the capacity for joy and play. Walter Zenga often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Zenga's that may inhibit him a great deal. Walter Zenga must avoid becoming cumbersome and cynical, or a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose sense of practicality and realism rob him of the playful, imaginative side of life.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Walter from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Walter Zenga feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Zenga remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Walter Zenga needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Walter accomplish this task.
The side of Walter Zenga that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with his urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Walter finds it hard to relax. Walter Zenga may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on himself, in an attempt to strictly control his "wild" impulses. Zenga's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in his life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Walter Zenga instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Walter Zenga needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
His natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing his situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing his situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Walter Zenga copes with stress. Walter Zenga also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
His development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Walter Zenga to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is deep within himself, as Walter Zenga faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Walter Zenga keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Walter Zenga back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Mars