challenges and difficulties
Victoria Shaw often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Shaw.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Victoria Shaw does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Victoria Shaw must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of Victoria's ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Victoria Shaw to sort out her true values, especially when she is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Shaw in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for her.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Victoria Shaw instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Victoria Shaw needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Victoria Shaw has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that she is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Victoria Shaw needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, she has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, she may encourage others to depend on her emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Victoria Shaw needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in her public life and career that Victoria Shaw is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Shaw's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Victoria Shaw achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Victoria Shaw back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Victoria sometimes abuses her own power to use others to her own selfish ends.
Victoria Shaw tends to feel inferior and her attitude in the presence of others could be a bit negative or weak. She is inclined to shy away from groups and would be a rather quiet and passive member of an organization or association.
Victoria Shaw has a sympathetic understanding of other people and the ability to easily adapt herself to them. Her emotional fulfillment is likely to come through her relationships with others and Shaw will probably feel a soul-affinity with many of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Neptune
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Pluto
N. Node Opposition Sun/Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Moon/MC