challenges and difficulties
Vicki Morgan takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Vicki enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Vicki Morgan also fears entrapment in close relationships.
She is serious-minded and may have difficulty making light social conversation or participating in friendly, personal interchanges.
Vicki Morgan tries to be strictly accurate and she is critical of people who exaggerate or talk on subjects they really know little about. Morgan withholds her thoughts and opinions until she has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Vicki's silence discomforts others.
Her mental concentration is very good but her breadth of understanding may not be.
Morgan may find it difficult to relate to people and express her feelings, especially in love relationships. On one hand, Vicki Morgan wants relationships and on the other she would rather be by herself. A sense of personal inadequacy makes Vicki withdraw from others and feeling lonely as a result.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Vicki Morgan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Vicki Morgan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Vicki Morgan's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Morgan's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Morgan's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Morgan's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Morgan's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Vicki Morgan needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Morgan's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Vicki Morgan to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Vicki Morgan has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Vicki Morgan back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Morgan's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow her energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Vicki sometimes abuses her own power to use others to her own selfish ends.
Morgan considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. She always strives for intellectual control in her environment and tends to dominate her relationships. Vicki Morgan has a strong desire to be the spokesman in her community.
Vicki Morgan has a very sympathetic and compassionate attitude toward others and shows her interest in their well-being. Her relationships are more on a personal basis and people are drawn to Morgan because of her sincerity and kindness.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 3rd house
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Mars
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Opposition Pluto
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Venus/Asc.