challenges and difficulties
Berlusconi both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting herself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Veronica, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Veronica Berlusconi is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Berlusconi.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Veronica Berlusconi understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Veronica Berlusconi is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Once she decides what she wants to do, Veronica Berlusconi will pursue her goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for her deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Veronica feel a little out of step with others. Veronica Berlusconi takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Veronica feels and how driven she is about the things that are important to her. Veronica Berlusconi has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to her, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
Veronica Berlusconi tends to be very sensitive to her surroundings and is strongly influenced by the prevailing conditions around her. Veronica may feels that she has more obligations than she can properly handle, and that it is hopeless to even try.
She is subject to rash decisions and impulsive actions that may have sudden, unexpected consequences and undesirable results. Not very adaptable, Veronica Berlusconi could have considerable tension in her relationships and is likely to have disputes or even violent fights with others.
Veronica wants to go her own way and tends to withdraw into herself. She prefers to be alone and tends to cut herself off from other people. Veronica Berlusconi could be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Veronica Berlusconi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Veronica Berlusconi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Veronica Berlusconi to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Veronica Berlusconi needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Veronica directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Berlusconi's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Veronica Berlusconi is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Veronica should use extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Veronica Berlusconi could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Mars/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct N. Node/MC
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Asc.