challenges and difficulties
Vernon Jordan often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Jordan.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Vernon Jordan understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Vernon Jordan is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
Vernon Jordan tends to be shy, sensitive and stiff with his emotions and may have difficulty expressing his true feelings, even though his affection for someone is there. One of Jordan's parents may have been too strict and unloving, and so Vernon may fear close relationships.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Vernon Jordan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Vernon Jordan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Vernon Jordan has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Vernon Jordan needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Vernon Jordan needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Vernon Jordan is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Vernon Jordan needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Jordan.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Vernon Jordan back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Vernon sometimes abuses his own power to use others to his own selfish ends.
Vernon should use extra care in his relationships with people, for he could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Vernon Jordan could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Opposition Sun/Venus
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Opposition Pluto
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Asc.