challenges and difficulties
Reddy both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting himself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Venkat, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Venkat Reddy is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Reddy.
His attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Venkat Reddy may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to him. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Venkat may tenaciously cling to his grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
His overall outlook on life is serious, and Venkat Reddy may feel that life or God will punish him if he does not watch his steps!
Venkat Reddy strives and struggles a great deal with his ideals or spiritual aspirations. He may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or he may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, he can never quite divorce himself from his idealistic concerns.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Venkat Reddy instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Venkat Reddy needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Venkat Reddy is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Venkat Reddy's growth. Venkat Reddy needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
The arena he is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Venkat Reddy should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials he feels he possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Venkat Reddy back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Venkat Reddy tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Venkat is overconfident and tends to overextend himself and take on more than is humanly possible. Venkat is often dogmatic about his philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
Venkat Reddy has a very obliging manner and is always in search for new relationships. He is able to identify with people quite easily and probably will make many friends who can be of help to him.
Not at all selfish, Venkat Reddy has the ability to share the joy he feels with other people. Venkat seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
He is very obliging and always looks for relationships with other people. Venkat Reddy tends to feel really at home with his family or in groups or associations that he may join. Venkat has a strong desire to feel at one with his community.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Square Neptune
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Sun/Asc.
N. Node Opposition Venus/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Asc./MC