challenges and difficulties
Marcil either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Vanessa Marcil may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Vanessa Marcil feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Vanessa from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Vanessa Marcil feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Marcil remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Vanessa Marcil needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Vanessa accomplish this task.
The side of Vanessa Marcil that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Vanessa finds it hard to relax. Vanessa Marcil may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Marcil's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
She is likely to have very intense experiences in her emotional life and should guard against feelings of depression and inhibition. Vanessa Marcil may be plagued by inner turmoil and obsessive ideas or notions.
Because she lacks self-confidence, Vanessa Marcil has the feeling that her luck has abandoned her. She is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, place too much emphasis on wishful thinking, and then get disappointed when nothing happens.
Vanessa Marcil tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about her direction in life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, she is inclined to worry a lot. Because Marcil lacks the confidence to fight back, she may allow herself to become the victim of others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Vanessa Marcil instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Vanessa Marcil needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Marcil's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Vanessa Marcil has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Vanessa Marcil is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Marcil's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Opposition Moon/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Neptune/MC
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 3rd house