challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Lorenzo. Vanessa Lorenzo tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Vanessa.
Vanessa Lorenzo takes her commitments to others very seriously, especially in close one-to-one relationships. Her strong sense of responsibility to the other person makes Lorenzo a trustworthy and dedicated partner, but she often feels that marriage or any binding commitment between her and another person is too restrictive and burdensome, and thus seeks to avoid it. Close relationships may be more work than pleasure for Vanessa Lorenzo and it may seem that she is always "working on" her marriage rather than enjoying it. However, Lorenzo will persevere and ultimately grow through the process.
Vanessa Lorenzo has a desire to break away from tradition and to free herself from restricting conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, she may suddenly become inhibited before she initiates her objectives, which could work out to Lorenzo's disadvantage.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Vanessa Lorenzo instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Vanessa Lorenzo needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Vanessa Lorenzo becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Vanessa Lorenzo needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Lorenzo also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Vanessa Lorenzo tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Vanessa Lorenzo has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Lorenzo will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Vanessa Lorenzo in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Lorenzo, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Vanessa Lorenzo should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen her ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. She needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Vanessa can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Vanessa Lorenzo has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 7th house
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus