challenges and difficulties
Udo Rudolph takes his personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. He may feel that relationships in general require more of him than they are worth, and Udo enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Udo Rudolph also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Udo Rudolph takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of his at work that he compromise his health. Udo can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. Udo Rudolph is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Rudolph can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Udo Rudolph will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Udo feel a little out of step with others. Udo Rudolph takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Udo feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Udo Rudolph has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
The side of Udo Rudolph that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with his urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension due to this, and at times Udo finds it hard to relax. Udo Rudolph may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on himself, in an attempt to strictly control his "wild" impulses. Rudolph's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in his life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Udo Rudolph instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Udo Rudolph needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively he is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Udo stands alone when he does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Udo Rudolph has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that he must be self-reliant and that only he can come up with the answers he needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate him from others, or make Udo Rudolph feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Udo Rudolph calls social "games" do not come naturally to him. Udo Rudolph needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Rudolph's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Udo Rudolph in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Rudolph, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Udo Rudolph should develop faith and confidence both in himself and in a higher power that can guide, nourish, and help him. He needs to expand his willingness to dream and envision better things in life by studying religion, philosophy and other subjects that enable him to acquire a larger, more inclusive view of the world.
Being generous with his time, energy and resources in helping others achieve a better life will in turn benefit Udo Rudolph.
He enjoys relationships with others who can tune into the spiritual world and Udo Rudolph is likely to join groups or associations that sponsor psychics and that explore the connection with karmic influences.
Udo Rudolph tends to associate with weak or negative people and is inclined to find most of his relationships rather unfulfilling. Feeling like an outsider, Rudolph gets the impression that others try to restrain him.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Saturn