challenges and difficulties
Tracee Talavera often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Talavera.
Talavera is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Tracee Talavera does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Tracee Talavera better than being with groups of her own peers.
She is inclined to feel inferior and may easily be taken in by others. Tracee has to guard against being deceived or used by others, though her intentions may be good. Tracee Talavera must not let her desire to have things cloud her ability to see what is really happening.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tracee Talavera instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tracee Talavera needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Tracee Talavera benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Tracee Talavera a sense of inner balance.
Tracee Talavera has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Tracee needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Talavera also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is deep within herself, as Tracee Talavera faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Tracee Talavera keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Tracee Talavera back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Tracee has a tendency to be a martyr.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Opposition Mars/Neptune
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune