challenges and difficulties
Wilson is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Torrie Wilson may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Torrie.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Torrie Wilson understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Torrie Wilson is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Torrie has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Torrie Wilson needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Wilson will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Torrie Wilson becomes tense and upset rather easily. She becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In her eagerness to see her inspirations materialize, Wilson is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving her goals. Her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Torrie Wilson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Torrie Wilson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Torrie Wilson becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Torrie Wilson needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Wilson also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Torrie Wilson tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Torrie Wilson needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Torrie Wilson should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Torrie Wilson thinks of others before she thinks of herself and is always ready to lend a helping hand. She is deeply concerned with the community she lives in, loves her family and relatives and has a strong need to maintain close relationships with them.
Torrie Wilson has a very engaging manner in the company of others and her relationships with other people are likely to be harmonious. Some of her connections may prove to be helpful to Torrie with her plans.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Square Uranus
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Venus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/MC