challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Patrick. Tera Patrick tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Tera.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Tera Patrick understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Tera Patrick is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Tera Patrick becomes tense and upset rather easily. She becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In her eagerness to see her inspirations materialize, Patrick is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving her goals. Her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tera Patrick instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tera Patrick needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Tera Patrick becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Tera Patrick needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Patrick also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Tera Patrick tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Tera Patrick needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Tera Patrick should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The following are specific activities that will support Tera Patrick in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Patrick, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Tera Patrick should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen her ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. She needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Tera can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Tera Patrick has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
Tera should use extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Tera Patrick could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Square Uranus
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Asc.