challenges and difficulties
Tawny Kitaen has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Tawny is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but she may lack joyfulness and the ability to play. Tawny Kitaen often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Kitaen's which may inhibit her a great deal. Tawny Kitaen must avoid becoming heavy and cynical, or becoming a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose practicality and realism squeeze out the playful, imaginative side of life.
She is serious-minded and may have difficulty making light social conversation or participating in friendly, personal interchanges.
Tawny Kitaen tries to be strictly accurate and she is critical of people who exaggerate or talk on subjects they really know little about. Kitaen withholds her thoughts and opinions until she has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Tawny's silence discomforts others.
Her mental concentration is very good but her breadth of understanding may not be.
Her aspirations and dreams are always tempered by realism and practical considerations. Tawny Kitaen pursues her aims in a systematic, disciplined, and thorough manner, and she is willing to takes her time, advancing slowly and steadily on her way towards her goal.
Sometimes Tawny Kitaen underestimates what is possible, and holds herself back unnecessarily due to a lack of faith or an overly cautious attitude.
The side of Tawny Kitaen that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension due to this, and at times Tawny finds it hard to relax. Tawny Kitaen may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Kitaen's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tawny Kitaen instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tawny Kitaen needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Tawny Kitaen's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Kitaen's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Tawny Kitaen is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Tawny should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Tawny Kitaen can offer the world at large.
It is in her public life and career that Tawny Kitaen is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Kitaen's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Tawny Kitaen achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The following are specific activities that will support Tawny Kitaen in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Kitaen, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Tawny Kitaen should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen her ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. She needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Tawny can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Tawny Kitaen has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
Her conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Kitaen's discussions is likely to be about working on and incorporating educational matters.
Tawny Kitaen has a strong desire to acquire a leading position in her community. Although she is very capable of assuming leadership, Tawny also has a tendency to impose her will upon others. But in spite of that, she is likely to be successful.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 3rd house
Jupiter Conjunct Saturn
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Mars/MC