challenges and difficulties
Farrell both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Tami, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Tami Farrell is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Farrell.
Farrell is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Tami Farrell does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Tami Farrell better than being with groups of her own peers.
Tami Farrell tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Tami may find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals, which she may consider unworthy.
Although Tami Farrell is generally happy, at times she could become somewhat inhibited and because of this, she may occasionally let good opportunities slip by. Although she is interested in people, Farrell also tends to periodically seek seclusion.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tami Farrell instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tami Farrell needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Tami Farrell benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Tami Farrell a sense of inner balance.
Tami Farrell has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Tami needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Farrell also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Farrell's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Tami Farrell tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate herself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Farrell, and she may frequently encounter upsets or hostility.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/MC
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Uranus